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Leadership Means Being At Our Personal Best

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A stream originating from hot springs in Suðurland (South Iceland)

First and foremost, leadership does not depend on being the first, the biggest, or the richest.  For most of its history, Iceland has been a rather scraggly country on the westernmost fringe of Europe.  Even in this day and age, for most people, it’s an afterthought: a place of interest that only rarely comes to the forefront barring a geologic or financial catastrophe.

Iceland has not sent a man to the moon, nor has a military of significant size, nor even a soft power that it can project upon others.  But it nevertheless exerts leadership, because Iceland has made the best out of its limited resources.

Through democracy (Iceland’s althing being the world’s oldest existent Parliament), work ethic, and generous financial assistance through the Marshall program, Iceland has been able to capitalize on the intelligence and diligence of its people, and ensures that even though it may not necessarily be at the front of the pack, people look at Iceland with a degree of regard and respect and, to a great extent, wish to emulate.

It seems like a generic observation, but our lives are defined by competition to be the most, the first, or the biggest.  And that’s important but that’s not necessarily what leadership is about.  Leadership, as far as I see it, is about being at one’s own personal best so that one can affect a change in the world.  And that self-confidence to translate personal potential into action, in turn, can prompt us to be leaders at the forefront as the biggest, the best, the first, etc.

I’m back

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I can’t help but apologize for the lengthy delay in getting back to the blog. Fellowship and all the other things that make life so hectic certainly do squeeze out time for blogging. Besides that, a lot of things have occurred in the past two months. One of the more eventful things has been my very recent vacation to Iceland.

It was absolutely breathtaking, and I hope to share some photos and experiences with you soon. While I was there, I had a chance to just ruminate (or,rheuminate, if you will) about leadership, a topic that I’ve been thinking a lot about over the past few weeks. Perhaps it was just because I was away from my desk, but over that week, I saw many different examples of leadership principles that I have been casually reading about.

In fact, I noticed seven overarching themes about leadership during my time there, which will be forthcoming in seven short individual posts, with a few pictures interspersed.

Risking Life and Limb: A TL;DR

My last case report from Kentucky has finally come out.  You can find it in the Journal of General Internal Medicine (currently e-published nbut will be in print soon). It’s bitter-sweet: it marks the end of an unbelievably academic productive era.

There aren’t any spoilers in this case report – the title says it all.   While deep vein thromboses (clots in the legs) and cellulitis are common causes of leg pain in diabetic patients, physicians should consider diabetic muscle infarction, also called diabetic myonecrosis.  Making the diagnosis makes a huge difference in treatment, especially in directing physical therapy.

 

The Physical Exam’s only as Good as the Examiner: a TL;DR

My second column in The Rheumatologist has just come out.  Don’t let the incredibly boring title fool you; it’s been generating some buzz, at least on social media (I think).  If you want to take a read, here’s the link: Rheumatology Fellow Questions Diagnostic Utility of the Patient Physical Exam.  And if you don’t have time, here’s the short version below.

TL;DR – “Ultimately, the relevance of the physical examination depends on whether we apply the right test at the right time for the right patient. If we treat it perfunctorily as a ritual or gesture, then we take away its significance, and might as well save time and skip it entirely.”

Seven Tips for New Rheumatology Fellows: A TL;DR

TL;DR – “Fellowship is more than just a continuation of residency. It’s as drastic a change as the transition from medical school to internship.”

I apologize for neglecting the blog.  I kind of expected that as things ramp up this year with more calls and conferences, that posts would get fewer and far between.  But I didn’t expect it to fall off so quickly.

The biggest news in the past week is that I’ve published my first column in The Rheumatologist.  Head on over to read a practical piece for new Rheumatology fellows, entitled “Seven Tips for New Rheumatology Fellows.”

American Graffiti, Iowa Style

Yes, it has been a while since I updated the website but that’s because I’ve been on call.

When I haven’t been cloistered in the hospital or clinic seeing interesting cases, I’ve been outdoors because the weather in Iowa has been absolutely wonderful.

I ran into this piece of uplifting graffiti the other day, which had a pretty straightforward message.  But I guess that’s Iowa for you.

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There’ll be more posts soon once I get off call.  In the meantime, I’ll gladly take the advice of this unknown midwestern graffiti artist.

 

A Year After Kentucky

I didn’t think I would ever live in Kentucky.  But once I was there, I didn’t think I’d ever leave.

When most folks hear about Kentucky, they don’t have the most flattering images in their minds.  A common stereotype is of the slack-jawed yokel wearing overalls doing some sort of drunken jig while taking a swill from a jug that is cryptically labelled XXX.  But this pre-conception is not only highly offensive but is completely inaccurate.  Kentucky is home to a tremendously diverse set of people, and only a few of whom very vaguely resemble the pernicious stereotypes that we see on television.

Yes, it is true: in my three years in Kentucky, I did see a lot of poverty, a ton of obesity, and a soul-crushingly high rate of drug addiction (including alcoholism and tobacco abuse).  But what I observed most keenly was the warmth of the average Kentuckian.  Maybe I was naive, or looking to confirm my own optimistic biases, but I had a sensation that when people asked you, “how are you?” it was more than just a formality.  There didn’t seem to be any agenda on their ends: only an altruistic consideration.  Without delving into the other end of unfair stereotypes (i.e. undeservingly positive ones), I found their mindset to be very life-affirming – and I’ve worked hard to adopt it.

I didn’t expect to be so touched by this sincerity.  But I was.  And even though Iowans have their own particular style of homespun authenticity, I truly miss the southern hospitality and altruism that fundamentally define the identity of the Commonwealth of Kentucky.

Having only lived there for three years, I wholeheartedly admit that I am not an authentic “born and breaded” Kentuckian.  But I would like to believe that regardless of whichever state I may physically be in, I will always continue to carry that spirit of Kentucky with me.

 

One Year in Iowa!

 

It’s hard to believe that it’s been a year since I started fellowship here in Iowa City.  At times, I think that the year passed by very quickly.  But there are plenty of other times when I feel like these 364 days have just dragged on and on.

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Regardless, it has been a tumultous year, characterized by momentous changes in both my personal life and professional life.

For one, I started a new fellowship.  In the very near future, I will have a synopsis about my experiences as a first year Rheumatology and Allergy/Immunology fellow (in a different forum – stay tuned).   While Rheumatology and Clinical Immunology are absolutely fascinating fields, both have very steep learning curves.  I’ve tried my best to be surefooted, but have faced several challenges that have conspired to throw me off balance and straight off the curve.

Secondly, the majority of last year was spent in preparations for my wedding (photos to come soon).  Even when the work wasn’t too onerous, the mental burden of coordinating this and that weighed heavily.  Fortunately, the wedding went off without any major hitches, and we enjoyed a wonderful honeymoon in sunny Portugal soon thereafter.

Because of these three major stressors (the move, the fellowships, the wedding), I simply have had to cut back on things that I would like to do, such as writing.

Since medical school, writing has been a high priority of mine.  It came at first as a desperate desire to differentiate myself from the rest of the herd of international medical graduates, but soon became a source of my identity.  For the majority of residency and medical school, I had been able to churn out an article (usually a case report or essay) every two to three months.  Nowadays, my output has been considerably less, which is an unfortunate but inevitable side effect of a busier schedule

Of course, this is only the tip of the iceberg – there have been plenty of other highpoints (e.g. winning the ACR knowledge bowl, welcoming several new members into our family, getting published in a few higher profile medical journals) and lowpoints (mostly the unending drudgery of everyday work) that probably deserve posts of their own in the near future.

We will see what the next year brings.  I’m confident there will be more changes, more excitement, and even more reasons to celebrate the passing of another academic year.